Bizzarre Dreams

[nightrythm]

I had a pretty bizzare dream the other night. I won't go into gory detail because mostly I've forgotten it at this point. But it contained group sex, incest, the bloody deaths of small animals and the torture (non-sexual) of some of the persons involved.

Last night I had a follow-up dream. The chinese group on campus was up in arms over the torture and I was trying to explain to people that I wasn't really a monster, that I was just drunk, hell, we were all drunk and things just got out of hand. I was distressed by the fact that everybody new, but I didn't feel particularly guilty over what happened, just kinda dirty. (Mostly due to the incest in that, "I can't believe I did that", kinda way.)

Needless to say I haven't slept really well. I'm not quite sure what to make of all of this.

Comments

[battykat.livejournal.com]

The first one sounds like nightmares I tend to have, without the sex, usually sex is saved for the good dreams. Luckily I haven't been having my normal disturbing nightmares but instead have been having wonderful sexual dreams about a particular person that I have a crush on. I'm much happier with this, hopefully the nightmares will stay away for a little while at least.