All Night Mambo!

My dreams took me to a new neighborhood last night. there was an apartment/hotel/motel that allowed dogs, who calmly hung out in the pool. Then there was a marketplace sort of Mexican, sort of Mediteranian in architectural style. There was a lso a beautiful young man with large blue eyes. And truly odd, as well ebonysphinx was there with me the whole time. Patch had a touch and go presence, but ebonysphinx was definitely there.

Yesterday when I wok up, I had been in the get-away house in dreamland. I'm not sure if it's supposed to represent my father's cabin or some place up north. It feels more like a northern Cal house. Anyway, I was there with my friends and my mother's family, and my father. Someone was building an additional deck. There was some issue with it, the neighbors, the cops, someone was unhappy about it. I was just confused that it had popped up overnight.

One of these days, I'll sucseed in mapping all these places out. Right now they are flashing through my head far to quickly to document, including the hotel with elevators that don't get me to the floor I want, extend out into nothingness, or drop suddenly without warning. *shudder* I don't want to think about that.

Welcome to my brain, still meandering in dream state. What's new with you?

I had a pretty bizzare dream the other night. I won't go into gory detail because mostly I've forgotten it at this point. But it contained group sex, incest, the bloody deaths of small animals and the torture (non-sexual) of some of the persons involved.

Last night I had a follow-up dream. The chinese group on campus was up in arms over the torture and I was trying to explain to people that I wasn't really a monster, that I was just drunk, hell, we were all drunk and things just got out of hand. I was distressed by the fact that everybody new, but I didn't feel particularly guilty over what happened, just kinda dirty. (Mostly due to the incest in that, "I can't believe I did that", kinda way.)

Needless to say I haven't slept really well. I'm not quite sure what to make of all of this.