update

[nightrythm]

Head still tender. Mood headed to improvement.

I went and saw Stevie and bought a Crochet book. It covers a lot of basics and I expect to learn quite a bit. I was kind of wobbly and nauseous. Stevie reminded me I needed to eat. So I am eating now.

On the way home I started down the path comparing myself to my friends and finding fault. I fall short of the people I admire most. Somewhere in my attempts to distract myself from that increadibly unproductive train, it dawned on me that I'm T-2 days, so it's probably mostly hormonal. Just that realization lifts the weight of "o fuck I'm insane". I will be taking me EPO shortly.

I really need to pay attention to my 10 day warning I put on my calendar. I put it there for a reason. *grump* I'm looking forward to the company of some friends in a few hours. I have project (actually 4 - 3 babies and a birthday gift)on the table. So things are looking up.

Comments

[daeglan.livejournal.com]

YOur one of the people I admire. :) I know we all have faults. if we didn't we would probably be gods or something.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Yeah, good to pay attention to such warnings. You're FAB and MARVIE and measure up quite well in my book, for what this is worth. 'Twas really nice seeing you folks at Northern recently. Thx so much for arranging golf and making the trek that w'end so we could visit! Hopefully you can head further North sometime... *miss you*