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nightrythm
nightrythmHead still tender. Mood headed to improvement.
I went and saw Stevie and bought a Crochet book. It covers a lot of basics and I expect to learn quite a bit. I was kind of wobbly and nauseous. Stevie reminded me I needed to eat. So I am eating now.
On the way home I started down the path comparing myself to my friends and finding fault. I fall short of the people I admire most. Somewhere in my attempts to distract myself from that increadibly unproductive train, it dawned on me that I'm T-2 days, so it's probably mostly hormonal. Just that realization lifts the weight of "o fuck I'm insane". I will be taking me EPO shortly.
I really need to pay attention to my 10 day warning I put on my calendar. I put it there for a reason. *grump* I'm looking forward to the company of some friends in a few hours. I have project (actually 4 - 3 babies and a birthday gift)on the table. So things are looking up.
I went and saw Stevie and bought a Crochet book. It covers a lot of basics and I expect to learn quite a bit. I was kind of wobbly and nauseous. Stevie reminded me I needed to eat. So I am eating now.
On the way home I started down the path comparing myself to my friends and finding fault. I fall short of the people I admire most. Somewhere in my attempts to distract myself from that increadibly unproductive train, it dawned on me that I'm T-2 days, so it's probably mostly hormonal. Just that realization lifts the weight of "o fuck I'm insane". I will be taking me EPO shortly.
I really need to pay attention to my 10 day warning I put on my calendar. I put it there for a reason. *grump* I'm looking forward to the company of some friends in a few hours. I have project (actually 4 - 3 babies and a birthday gift)on the table. So things are looking up.
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