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Dammit! #!^$^@&&#@@%^^**@&*#^*#*#*#**#^%@%$#@@&&&&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I'm getting my shit together, that I'm making progress and it goes to hell in a handbasket!
My truck is now going to cost me $600. Front brakes need to be done. Plus at some point in the near future I need to repair the rear axle seals. *fuckers*
Buying a new vehicle means putting a large chunk of my *school savings* down, plus whatever additional monthly payments I'm going to owe. That's money that is *not* going to savings for school, or my trip to England. It means going back to eating ramen and not going to the movies, or to plays, or to my friends birthday parties at expense restaurants. I am fucking tired of being poor!!!!!
Not that I'm actually poor, 'cause I'm not. I was just getting to the point where I could comfortably spend reasonable amounts of money on a whim without worrying about paying bill, making rent or buying groceries. It's just that to reach my goals, now I have to live on a shoestring budget. *gah* I know I will never be upper middle class like my parents, but damn, can't I just be comfortable?
I think I'm getting my shit together, that I'm making progress and it goes to hell in a handbasket!
My truck is now going to cost me $600. Front brakes need to be done. Plus at some point in the near future I need to repair the rear axle seals. *fuckers*
Buying a new vehicle means putting a large chunk of my *school savings* down, plus whatever additional monthly payments I'm going to owe. That's money that is *not* going to savings for school, or my trip to England. It means going back to eating ramen and not going to the movies, or to plays, or to my friends birthday parties at expense restaurants. I am fucking tired of being poor!!!!!
Not that I'm actually poor, 'cause I'm not. I was just getting to the point where I could comfortably spend reasonable amounts of money on a whim without worrying about paying bill, making rent or buying groceries. It's just that to reach my goals, now I have to live on a shoestring budget. *gah* I know I will never be upper middle class like my parents, but damn, can't I just be comfortable?
