2005-02-10 16:49
nightrythm
Sweet Jesu! I have to get out. Out I tell you!
Today, my boss handed me a list of meetings for the next six months. She wanted me to schedule the conference room and send out the Outlook invites.
I panicked. I started to get all tense. I couldn't focus. I wanted to cry. Just thinking about being here another six months almost made me lose it. I *have* to start looking for work. I can't keep sitting on my laurels, or I'm gonna freak the fuck out on my co-workers when I least expect it.
The thing is, I have to hard a time focusing at work to job search on the sly. And when I get home, there's enough to distract me, to make me feel like it's not all that pressing.
Any bright ideas on getting me of my ass? (Aside from - quit whining and do it.)
Today, my boss handed me a list of meetings for the next six months. She wanted me to schedule the conference room and send out the Outlook invites.
I panicked. I started to get all tense. I couldn't focus. I wanted to cry. Just thinking about being here another six months almost made me lose it. I *have* to start looking for work. I can't keep sitting on my laurels, or I'm gonna freak the fuck out on my co-workers when I least expect it.
The thing is, I have to hard a time focusing at work to job search on the sly. And when I get home, there's enough to distract me, to make me feel like it's not all that pressing.
Any bright ideas on getting me of my ass? (Aside from - quit whining and do it.)
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I realize I probably won't be able to fine another place so close. I'd prefer to stay in the Burbank, Pasadena and downtown area.
I'll need to get in touch with you...explore my options.
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Take it one step at a time. One day, update resume. Day or two later, put it on Monster. Wait a few days. Do a search on Monster. Try some other services. Slowly work into it, don't panic, try to do it all in a rush, then crash out and not want to try anymore. At least, that's kinda how I'm trying to do it! Yes, I need out, but I need to not-panic more than that.
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That would mean he'd have to go upstairs and then come back down for dinner. ;->
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good luck!