nightrythm ◾ ◾ Son of a BITCH!

*AAAAAAAaaaaaargh!!!!!*

I don't even know where to start. I've got this knot of anger in my stomach and my heart is beating a mile a minute. I'm going to get lockjaw soon from the rigidity of my muscles. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to borrow a shotgun and shoot things. I want to throw chairs through windows. I want to make lots of noise and destroy many things. I want everyone to know that I am PISSED! and I should not be pushed over the line like this.

HOW FUCKING DARE THEY!!!!! JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!

I am so angry right now. Strike that, I am BEYOND angry.

I just came home to a "For Rent" sign on my door. IF this means that the landlords decided not to sell, I may do something drastic... They told

patch that they were going to increase the rent, but I certainly didn't gather from that that it would include a new lease. If we'd known then, we'd only be needing to fill one spot, or maybe two if we wanted to make it cheaper, but we would be fucking staying! I didn't need all this fucking stress and drama!!! When

patch comes home, I'm going to have him call and ask, 'cause if we can stay, I'm willing to scramble and find roomies to fill out the house.

There is a part of me that feels like the landlords didn't do it on purpose, that there was just some mis-communication in their last conversation with Patch. There's a part of me that wants to scream at him for fucking up if there was. Don't worry I won't 'cause I have more self control than that, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm tempted.

fuckers.